Dance

June 23, 2008

Umwelt? Um...what?

Img_4893 What do you get when you mix nine dancers, mirrors, enough props to fill “It’s a Small World,” and industrial-strength fans?  Compagnie Maguy Marin’s “Umwelt” at the Joyce Theater. 

After much poking and prodding from a certain blonde haired cultural attaché, I peeled myself away from bed yesterday for a dose of experimental dance theater. The audience at the Joyce was scattered with people as diverse as Gia Kourlas and Baryshnikov, demonstrating a clear interest in the company, yet I still maintained a twinge of doubt. 

The program notes on the French company contained a statement about exhausting the potentials of our construction of the world, and as I stared at the stage I wondered how this idea would be accomplished.  Before I was able to wrap my head around the wordy passage (which used Samuel Beckett as a reference), the lights dimmed and we were thrown into a vortex of endless movement and noise. 

As dancers emerged from behind three rows of mirrors to stare out at the audience, it was clear that “dance” in the sense that I am accustomed to had gone into hiding for the day. Spools on either side of the stage started turning, running a string over a trio of guitars resting at the front of the stage.  The speaker system pulsed as the strings were scratched; it was a sound that felt like an ocean of noise spilling into your ears, and one that I trusted would end momentarily. 

Ten minutes later, the sound continued, only now there were industrial strength fans blowing the performers in a hypnotizing series of circles around the mirrors.  In groups of three or four, they slowly walked around a row and went back into hiding again.  Each time they emerged they were dressed differently: wedding dresses, overalls, no pants, no clothes, etc.  Props were tossed through the air: baby dolls, sandwiches, posters of dogs, apples; for a moment I became confused as to whether I was watching a redundant dance theater piece, or an ad for the latest discounts at Wal-Mart.  They seemed to represent various facets of everyday life, but I kept waiting for the moment where they would break out. 

It wasn’t until thirty-five minutes into the program that I realized this was all they were going to do and the program note about exhausting possibilities took on a whole new meaning.    During the final twenty-five minutes, the repetition continued, as props and costumes made several dozen appearances each.  Occasionally the dancers would throw (or spit), a prop to the untouched downstage portion of the stage, eventually leading it to become a veritable junk heap.  The cyclical nature of the staging was broken every ten minutes or so by a performer emerging solo and staring at the audience with a self-important glare so powerful it dimmed the lights (do they have Carrie’s telekinetic powers?). 

I felt so worn out by the noise and the movement that when the blackout signaling the end of the show finally came (and not a moment too soon) I could barely bring my hands together to clap.  Bravos were tossed around, and my jaw dropped an inch closer to the floor.  Finally, I scooped it up and emerged in the daylight of 8th avenue to discuss what had just happened.

As is often the case with experimental theater, the discussion following was more intriguing than the piece itself.  The reality is that not all art must be beautiful, or even enjoyable, to sit through, but there must be something to grasp onto.  What I found with “Umwelt” was that it felt empty.  Having read the Gia Kourlas interview with Ms. Marin in Time Out NY, I was left with the notion that listening to an artist talk about there work is often times more intriguing than the work itself.   In the magazine, the choreographer discusses how people were outraged after the initial performances in France.  This inevitably led to it being labeled as “controversial.”  But I can’t help but wonder, at what point is “controversial” a euphemism for “bad”? 

June 08, 2008

Pas for Jenny

Last Saturday night marked ABT's memorial tribute to Jennifer Alexander.  Most of you will remember that Jennifer, a dearly beloved corps member of ABT for 13 years, passed away last December.  Included in the celebration of Jennifer's life was a piece that Marcelo Gomes choreographed for two of Jennifer and her husband Julio's closest friends, Isaac Stappas and Kristi Boone.  It was a simple and elegant pas de deux that celebrated the love shared between Julio and Jennifer; a perfect way to honor Jenny.

I had the chance to photograph the pas a few months ago. 

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May 23, 2008

Gala 2.0

N36407889_32182296_4332 Walking up to Lincoln Center for ABT’s gala a few nights ago, I was filled with thoughts of my eighteen-year-old self on my first day of work.  There was a fountain then.  Now there is scaffolding devouring the majority of the plaza.   Construction workers danced their machines around the disarray on Monday night, drilling new foundation as patrons scattered and searched for a place to wait for their dates.  Fortunately I had the lovely Sterling Hyltin as mine. 

After wrestling with myself over whether or not to attend the annual opening of the season celebration, I found myself staring in the mirror, meticulously tying my new silver tie at 5:40 on the afternoon of the show; apparently I was going.  First the tie was too long, then it was too short, then finally, exasperated, I managed to get it just right and journeyed uptown for what I knew would be a bittersweet evening; in many ways this gala signals the beginning of the end of my time in the company.

One of the most difficult aspects of leaving ABT has been losing the day-to-day life I’d grown accustomed to.  As a young dancer right out of high school I found comfort not only in doing what I love with one of the best companies in the world, but also in the family that company created. 

Years passed and I developed relationships spanning the ranks.  Some continue to be fraught with tension, while others started as surface friendships that later revealed themselves to be trusted companions.  In many ways my work life was my social life.  Even though I always knew the difficulties of mixing work and play, I also felt lucky to find so much in one place.  Those comforts began to fade away when I was diagnosed with EBV.

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(I almost wore that (you know, to avoid any tie drama), but then I heard she was and that would have been a DISASTER.  I would have looked so much better...obviously.)

Dealing with this illness has prompted a reorganization of my life on every level.  It simply isn’t possible for me to populate my life with only dancers when it acts as a constant reminder of what I’m unable to do right now.   But stripping away my work life meant taking away much of my New York family.  Therefore the gala ended up being a family reunion of sorts. 

After an overly long program (as is the case with galas) full of season highlights (and a few random selections, including the “Onegin” pas de deux danced by Marcelo Gomes and the incomparable Julie Kent), Sterling and I swirled down the stairs from the top tier of the Met where we’d been seated.  We pushed our way through the meandering patrons and finally reached fresh air, and a bundle of dancers, outside.  I took a deep breath and gave Sterling a hug as we parted ways; I would brave the party on my own.

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(Sterling and I pose for the paparazzi after the show.)

Each year the festivities are held in a large tent resting in the shadow of the Met Opera House.  What looks like a haz-mat tent on the outside, all white tarp and rope, makes way to a cavernous space filled with round tables, two dance floors and a band.  A majority of the dancers are seated in the rear half of the room, and all I hoped for was to be at a table with a group of people I knew.

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I scanned the seating chart, a piece of paper that resembled a disheveled game of tic-tac-toe, and found my name by table 25.  It was practically falling off the paper, as it was situated in the furthest corner from the entryway.  Another deep breath and I made my way through the crowd. 

It wasn’t long before I arrived at my table and felt a wave of relief as familiar faces welcomed me.  Sean Stewart, Daniel Keene, Kenny Easter, Eric Tamm; it was going to be okay.  Before I knew it we were catching up about the goings on in the company while I did my best to avoid talking about being sick.  In short, it’s draining to catch up with 80 of your family members about health struggles.  Yet somehow I thought a shirt detailing the most recent updates wouldn’t look flattering with my suit. 

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Being on the periphery of the tables gave me an opportunity to sit back and relax as dancers made their rounds once dinner was over.  The two dance floors filled up with couture-clad patrons and the occasional celebrity (Kelly Ripa, Donald Trump and Sigourney Weaver were in attendance) while I savored my dessert.   All the while I couldn’t help but reminisce about my first Met party when I danced the night away.  New company members flitted through the room with the same abandon that we all possessed at one point. 

The night wore on and I began to feel tired from just watching the dancers eat up the dance floor.  Coats were hooked around seatbacks, and ties began to come undone while the cover band continued their assault of elevator remixes of today’s pop hits.  I wove my way through the crowd and said my goodbyes before slipping out as quietly as possible. 

Once I made my way out of the tent I was confronted with the sight of a fountain-less plaza, once again. It occured to me that I had stopped to sit at the fountain after every one of the previous Met galas.  The hope is that the new fountain will be better than the old, but it’s hard not to miss it while it’s gone.

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(Goddess Anne Milewski and I look sibling-y.)

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(Marcelo and Anne cozy up with...Grant.)

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(Eric steals some dessert.)
 

May 06, 2008

Glassy Essence: Photo Fest (Part Three)

Cedar Lake's performances of Glassy Essence may be over, but the photo fest continues!  Here are the last shots I took at the dress rehearsal.

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(Fellow "Wingers" Kristin Sloan and David Hallberg observe the show.)

All photos © Matthew Murphy

April 30, 2008

Time For Glamour

Img_4704 I was 99% positive that my date was Glinda.  With words like “big,” “pink,” and “train” being thrown around on the phone to describe an outfit, my mind came to the conclusion that it was either the good witch or some demonic Elle Woods.  So you can imagine my surprise when I showed up at the State Theater for the New York City Ballet Gala to find my date, principal dancer Sterling Hyltin, not floating down from the heavens in a bubble, but standing, looking beautiful, in a simple pink chiffon Chanel dress. 

By the time I arrived (shortly before the 7 o’ clock curtain) the blustery day had relieved us of its rain, but gusts of wind were still blasting in an effort to destroy the glamorous outfits of the night.  Chiffon and wind don’t mix well, so we opted for a low-key entrance through the stage door instead of walking the red carpet with celebrities like Ethan Hawke, Bernadette Peters, and Lauren Bacall. 

As we made our way up to the promenade, which had been decorated in the colors of a bumblebee, with large firework piñatas sculptures dangling above our heads, we began the true craft of the night: social interaction.  Ballet events always end up being a real life six-degrees of separation game, and chances were that if I turned my head and didn’t know someone, Sterling did.  Old classmates from NCSA, SAB or my college program (LEAP) wandered over to say hello and before we knew it, it was time for the Jerome Robbins Celebration to begin. 

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(Hanging out on the promenade with the bees.)

One of the best parts about watching a gala from the front of the house is that all of the dancers who aren’t performing are seated together.  Bundled in the back of the orchestra behind the donors and celebrities, is where you’ll find the real critics/cheering squad.  I was happy to be part of the crowd last night, sandwiched between Sterling and Gonzola Garcia, with my friends Erin Baiano, Julio Bragado-Young and David surrounding me.  It was great to have so much love and support around me, because ballet only becomes harder for me to watch as the months progress. 

Even though I’m taking barre again, it’s a long way from the peak shape I was in a year ago.  Watching all of my childhood friends up on stage last night was difficult, but I was proud of them nonetheless.  Each section of The Four Seasons (which would be a great addition to the ABT rep) brought a new friendly face, and I am always amazed to see how much they have grown since our days at SAB. 

Sara Mearns phrased her “Spring” solo exquisitely, finding ways to stretch out the music that made it seem as pliable as her body.  The word “luscious” has been used to describe her too many times to count, but there’s a reason…it’s true.  In addition to Mearns, Ashley Bouder, Adrian Danchig-Warig, and Tyler Angle (in a debut as “Summer”) danced with confidence and technical prowess that was just developing when we were students together. 

Closing the program was Robbins’ famous “West Side Story Suite,” which I had never seen before.  The cast all danced beautifully (and I was especially proud of Robbie Fairchild and Gina Pazcoguin in their roles as Tony and Anita, respectively) but I wasn’t as crazy about the ballet as I expected to be.  There’s no denying that Robbins’ way of blending the street movement of the gangs with classical technique is genius, and his musicality always manages to have a hint of surprise.  But as a condensed ballet I found that the story didn’t make much of an impact.  There’s little development of the relationship between Tony and Maria (who hardly appears in the ballet at all) so the emotional pull of a song like “Somewhere” is lessened.  As the curtain came down it made me eager to see the full-scale Broadway revival next year.

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(Erin and I (with firework growing out of my hair) glam in front of the lens for a change.)

Dancers began to filter out of the theater and I took a deep breath to prepare for the gala dinner that was only minutes away.  It had been a while since I sat at a table full of donors, so when Sterling and I arrived at ours to see that we were separated, I felt my Epstein brain give a desperate gasp; I wouldn’t be able to sit back and let Sterling be the center of attention at the table, I’d have to hold my own.  What followed was a pleasant dinner highlighted by a lively debate (translated by Sterling) between an older man and himself about why ABT “has been so bad in the past two years.” 

Once I had devoured enough cherry pie to keep my mouth shut during his "debate," I excused myself and proceeded to say hello to all of my friends who were scattered about the promenade.  Everyone seemed both excited and terrified at the demanding schedule the Robbins Celebration entails, and it wasn’t long before most of the dancers started to excuse themselves from the festivities in order to get some much needed sleep.  I made my way out the stage door, gift bag in hand, and hailed a cab to whisk me away from the “dance belt” and back downtown.  Emotions swelled through me as the night ended, but I took comfort in knowing that I had the most beautiful date of the evening… who only resembled Glinda in spirit.

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(Two lovely ladies: Gina and Erin.)

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(Showing off the new outfits.)

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(She had to get photographed by the press since we missed the red carpet.)

April 24, 2008

Glassy Essence: Photo Fest (Part One)

I KNOW THAT THIS BLOG HAS TURNED INTO A DANCE PHOTO EXPLOSION RECENTLY, BUT I'VE BEEN SO CONSUMED WITH OTHER WORK THAT I DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME TO WRITE RIGHT NOW!  SORRY!

After missing every blogger get together throughout the past year (due to being out of town or consumed by the insanity of life), I finally managed to make it to one last night, and oh what a get together it was!  Cedar Lake invited a group of 85 people (including a collection of fantastic dance bloggers) to be the first ever audience for their new "installation," Glassy Essence.

Along with the information about the performance that Cedar Lake sent out to us, they made sure to let us know that we were allowed to bring cameras and encouraged to photograph the show.  This is just one of many ways in which Glassy Essence is an atypical evening. 

When we walked in, the gorgeous theater space had been cleared of the usual bleachers and instead had a large table in the center, a wall with blocks reaching out of it, and curtains with images projected on them lining the walls.  As the lights went down, the cameras came out, and the dancers devoured every inch of the space thanks in part to inventive contraptions and scenery which helped them explore the vertical space the high ceiling has to offer. 

The 40-minute show was such a visual wonderland that I hardly removed my camera from my face at all.  I guess I'll have to return, sans camera, to experience it all again.  Check out Oberon's Grove for an in-depth review of the evening!  It was a pleasure to finally meet so many fellow bloggers! 

April 20, 2008

IN THE STUDIO: "Tacaca" 2

Here's the second batch of photos from Marcelo Gomes' world premiere ballet, "Tacaca," debuting tomorrow night at the Youth America Grand Prix Gala!  A huge merde to Marcelo, Sarwannee Tanatanit, and Blaine Hoven for tomorrow night! 

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April 19, 2008

IN THE STUDIO: Meeting "Tacaca"

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR THE WONDERFUL SUPPORT ON MY LAST POST!!! IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME!

Wednesday was one of the busiest days I've had in the past year.  I managed to make time for all three of my passions: writing, dancing, and dolphin training photography. Even though my backpack made me feel like I was carrying a full-grown person on my shoulders, I was limber enough to sneak around the studio and capture some pictures from Marcelo Gomes' new piece, "Tacaca." 

The piece marks Marcelo's New York choreographic debut and will be performed on Monday night at the Youth America Grand Prix Gala.  Be sure to grab a ticket if you can get your hands on one! 

With such gorgeous subjects as Sarwanee Tanatanit (her hair!) and Blaine Hoven, it's hard to go wrong.  Many more pictures to come!!! 








All photos © Matthew Murphy 2008.

April 03, 2008

Lazy Post Of The Day: Three Unrelated Topics? (And another "WHERE IN THE WORLD IS MATTHEW SANDIEGO!?"

Now is the time for me to apologize for the lack of posts over the past few days here on the "Rant."  Between articles, friends in town, and a few other exciting developments (which I'll talk all about soon), it seems all but impossible to find the time to blog.  That being said, I wanted to share a few videos I found this week which have been inspiring and hilarious, respectively. 

First off is a beautiful piece I found of Trey McIntyre's (who I had the pleasure of working with on his first ABT ballet, Pretty Good Year, when I first joined the company) called Hymn.  In addition to loving the movement, it looks like it was filmed in the White Oak dance studio, which brings back memories from one of the best months of my life.

Next is an example of the power of editing called "I'm F*cking Obama."  If you haven't seen the original video (which this so perfectly spoofs) I recommend doing so here.  I appreciate it more for the brilliance of the editing than all it says.  I can't help but think this is yet another example of Clinton's gender getting taken advantage of; I doubt they'd ever take the time to do one of these if it was between Obama and Edwards right now.  What do you think?


Last but not least, it's time for another round of "Where In The World Is Matthew Sandiego?!"  I'm off to visit a friend this morning, can anyone guess where my travels will take me?  In addition to gaining my respect, I'll let the winner propose a post about a topic of their choosing.  What a prize, right?! Let the guessing begin...

February 12, 2008

The History of BAM (Blaine and Matt)

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I often don’t remember my first encounters with many friends, but I remember meeting Blaine Hoven. 

It was a Spring afternoon in North Carolina and I was making my way back to the dance building after grabbing a snack.  Ninth grade was winding down, and there had only been a few other boys in my class.  As I walked along the second floor of the courtyard, I passed a faded blue “Dance” painted on the wall when I ran into one of my teachers, Christine Spizzo. 

“Matt, I want you to meet Blaine,” she said to me as I gazed at a boy and his mother whose Southern roots became apparent the moment they said hello.  “Blaine’s thinking about joining us next year at NCSA.  Wait until you see this boy turn.”

Immediately I felt threatened.  Turning was one of the things that had given me insecurities my entire dancing life.  Suddenly there was a boy in front of me who not only had the endorsement of one of my teachers, but he also excelled at my weakness; I’d worked all year on those things. 

Before I knew it, the fleet footed turner had stepped into my territory at NCSA.  Armed with a yellow “Murphy High School” Track Jacket, and a suitcase full of extra Southern syllables, I wasn’t sure what to make of him at first.  He fit nicely into my group of friends, but I remember people began to pit us against each other. 

Girls in class would debate our butts, or whose extension was nicer (he usually won both of those contests).  Of course, key above those debates was that of our dancing.  It was the type of competitive friendship that I had lacked my entire first year.

My friendship with Blaine escalated to a type of brotherly camaraderie.  We would bicker (as we still do at times) but there was always a sense that we were looking out for each other.

It quickly became apparent to me that Blaine and I were like night and day when it came to our dancing.  One of the hardest things about our initial friendship was learning to rise above the judgment from other people.  If there was one dancer I knew I could learn from at NCSA, it was Blaine; falling into the pattern of pitting ourselves against each other would be useless in the long run. 

As we grew, it became clear that as different as we were, somehow the same career path had chosen both of us.  Two years together at NCSA led to Studio Company contracts, and we moved up to the city in August 2003. 

Once we got there, sharing bunk beds in an apartment that had ten mice for each of the six people, we became closer than ever.  There were still catty fights to be had, and drunken explorations of the city that are some of the most vibrant memories of my life, but whatever the event, it was just another piece of the puzzle of our friendship. 

Somehow we came out of an apartment with six teenage boys alive, and in the spring of 2004 entered the main company.  It was then that I began to rely on Blaine more than ever.  Blaine is always there to clarify a step, or make a blunt comment to lighten the tension in the room.  Blaine is always there to be my friend and push me to be a better dancer.

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It’s been difficult over the past year because as much as I’ve gone through with Blaine, this illness was something I could only endure alone in many ways.  To say it has cut into my friendships (and obviously my professional life) is an understatement. 

When Blaine told me that he wanted to come to Montana, I didn’t believe him.  It’s expensive.  And far away.  And freezing this time of year.  All in all, not the most enticing travel package.  Regardless, Blaine made the trip and we had a wonderful time exploring several facets of Montana’s gay culture, and catching up on all that both of us have missed from each other’s lives.  Just a few more memories to add to the already crowded library. 

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